11.06.2008
I get to see Joshy soon! I'm so excited I can't even handle it. I love him dearly and I hate that we don't live ten minutes away anymore.
I did the deed. An awkward conversation but it's done and now I don't have to worry about it anymore. I'm relieved. Thomas once voiced to me, "Kris, it feels like I'm asking you to break up with your boyfriend." Ouch. But it's true, which is unfortunate since Thomas is my boyfriend. Bummer. I have new perspective now which is good. I realized that if Luke was such a huge part of my life, then Thomas wasn't anything special. I can't have two men play such a big role when one is supposed to be the priority. And so now I've made Thomas the priority and it feels so good. Prayer answered.